God's Power

Today is 7th of August. I woke up early in the morning that felt that i'm sick. I have a headache and a bad sore throat, my voice completely changed. I think this is the first time i got my severe illness at KK here. This is also the first time i feel that my home is so warm because in the past when i was sick, my parents were always be my side and care abt me.

However, now i'm in KK... I must overcome my illness myself. But wad can i do? Visit the doctor? Or tell this to my auntie? No No.. i didnt do that, wad i did is PRAY. I prayed to God.. God, You r so wonderful and so powerful... Please, please take away my pain, please heal me, please cure me... For we are your servant and also your son/daughter, i know that you loves us so much, so much.. I pray this in the name of Jesus, Amen.. Yes, that's it... Amen, it really effective.. My throat not painful anymore, although my voice still changed and i cant talk. But the pain is away.. Please believe me, this is wad the God has done to me.

My friends that are haven believe in God, please turn back to him.. For he is the real God, although he is invisible, but his spirit is always with us, his power is always around us. The only way that we can back to heaven is through Jesus Christ, there is no other ways.. Please believe in him, have faith in him and you will feel that your life will be changed. Amen!

第三次眼泪

所谓静悄悄得来，静悄悄得走。这用在时间是最适合了。30th晚上是我的坚证礼。这对我来说可是大日子哦。29th中午，我的家人和两位姑姑都到达了亚庇。他们都是来参加我的坚证礼，顺便探望我。看见他们真的很开心，他们放了行李后，我们就到City Mall去吃午餐。Old Town的食物真的又贵又不值得。我们在那里填饱肚子就进去里面逛逛。过后我家人就回去酒店休息，我就回我表姐家洗澡，然后开始做我的pineapple upside down蛋糕。前一天我已经做了一些cookies和marble cake。由于用错面粉，我的cookies全部散了，但味道还不错。至于marble cake和pineapple upside down蛋糕就非常成功了。得到的评价也很好。

第二天，也就是30th早上，我们一起去富平吃点心。15个人一起，而且还在这蛮高级的地方吃，也可以想象得到会是多少钱了。早餐后我们一起去likas的Ark Center探望我的姨婆。别看她一把年纪，走起路来可还比你和我还要快呢。之后我们就去1 Borneo逛逛。这里的人可真多呢，好像没有来过这里似的。逗留了几个小时我们才回酒店休息。可不要忘记今天是我坚证礼的大日子哦。不知不觉就到了晚上，我们在Mc D吃了东西后就去church了。今天晚上的人可真多，整间church都坐满了人。Service在两个小时后才结束，过后我们还去吃粥呢。对了，忘记了提提我的pineapple upside down蛋糕，我把蛋糕带去church给他们吃，他们全部都说好吃呢。哈哈～！

时间过得可真快，又到了第三天。今天没有什么特别，我们吃了早餐，逛逛Centre Point，再去Warisan走走，又到了傍晚。今天晚上我们去吃拉面，北京烤鸭。不用说也知道价钱是上百咯。过后我们去Mc D吃了Icee-Crreamm后才回酒店休息。可能今天一整天都是吃吃，逛逛所以很累，我躺上床就睡着了。

今天是1号，也是我家人和姑姑们回山打根的一天。我爸爸，弟弟和姑姑们都是开车回去，而我妈妈就乘坐飞机。我们一起吃了早餐后，他们就开车了。我可是怀着沉重的心情和他们说再见的，那一刻我真的很不舍得，我的眼泪在眼眶里摇荡，我知道我不能流下眼泪，因为如果我哭了，他们也会一样。我妈妈10.30a.m才上机场，由于还有时间，我们就去Wisma Merdeka走走。不知为什么我的脚步很沉重，我陪我妈妈看衣服，那时那里播着悲伤的歌曲，我不时觉得我眼眶里有泪水。我很想离开那里，但也希望时间在那一刻停留下来。我知道走出Wisma Merdeka就是上飞机场的时间了。要面对的始终会来到，我表姐在10.30a.m就来接我们了。从亚庇市到飞机场的路程不是很近，但我却觉得一下子就到达飞机场了。望着我妈妈的背影，看着她慢慢步入飞机场时，我的眼眶又充满了泪水。

我回到家，收拾了东西后就开始了这篇文章。我一边打，眼泪就一边流下来，尤其是第四段，我一边打，眼泪就一直流下。12.30p.m我妈妈打给我说她到达了山打根。挂了电话后，我的眼泪又开始流了。2个小时前我们还一起逛街，2个小时后我们就分隔几千公尺远了。虽然亚庇和山打根相距不是很远。但分离时的心情真的是不一样的。我们真的要珍惜我们所拥有的。以前父母在身边的时候没有什么感觉，但当我们有一天要离开他们的时候我们就会知道他们是有多重要。

God's Care

It's been 3 months here in KK. Among the people that i meet with.. Many are nice and trustable but some still in consideration. Ofcoz not to forget to mention is Ps Aaron which take care and loves me the most in the past. He is the 1st person i met in KK. He is the one who bring to me restore my biscuits for the 1st time. He is the one who bring me to haircut for the 1st time. He is also the one who bring me to Christ Church for the 1st time in KK. He is also the one who pray for me personally for the 1st time in KK. He is also the one who comfort me for my 1st homesick. Many things from me started with him. But it is the 1st time and mayb is also the last time. And all of these are in the past, still dunno in the future. Therefore i take him as my Gob bro since i always nid him and get respond from him when i face any difficulties. But it is also in the past. I call this pastor busyman cos 90% of his time is working and studying. He likes to eat, especially when i made cake always sapu all until her wife no chance to have a try. Although he looks very fit but actually he is very fat 1. Unlucky for me to meet him now because i heard ppl says he very handsome in the old days. I have a look at his photos last time and compare to the one now. He really looks abit old mayb because of the ah pek hairstyle. I like to go to his hse to eat because it have the taste of Sandakan. But now he so busy so i also no chance to go to his hse to eat le.. Missed the taste of Sandakan so much.

Next is to talk about Ms Irene Lo. She is very funny, some people says she is very cute. Haha. Ps Aaron introduces her to me and i know she is the one that God sent to me. She cares me very much and take me as her brother. Mayb i'm very close to his brother Mr Lozai, so i have the opportunity to enjoy this sister love. Hehe.

Another one is Ms Faith, Mun Yee. She is my cell leader from Skyline. She also loves me and cares me very much. I can learn many things from her. Her faith to God is very strong. She is a full time tutor now and her income is not much but she still always fetch me to church, to cell and sometimes to cinema. But unfortunately one for her eye have problem and blocked her from seeing. Pray to God and i know 1 day God will heal her and let her to see things again.

Not to forget mention Auntie Helen and Auntie Oi Ling. They are really like my God mothers cause they always "ngam" me one. Thanks to Auntie Helen so that i can go to church every Sunday. She also told me much about God and always asked me to hold tightly to God. She also good in cooking and making pastries. Hehe. Auntie Oi Ling always asks me to go to church. Thanks her for being my witness on my confirmation day and also for the present. She asked me not to forget her when using present she gave me but 1 thing is that she forgot to sign her name on it. Keke.. Mayb will forget doh..

My frens at school are very nice. I will not mention here because too many of them. Because of them so i wont feel lonely. Thanks to Mr Ivan so that i no nid to take bus to school anymore. =D But sometimes he lazy lazy then i still nid to take bus.. But very seldom la.. Haha

God really loves me so much.. Thanks Jesus.. I love You~~!!

朋友

最近因为朋友邀请，所以就开始玩facebook了。进了facebook我add了很多旧朋友。通过法facebook我又可以再次和他们联络。看见他们每个人的样子，女的变美了，男的变帅了。大家的样子都很成熟。看着他们现在的照片，再回想起他们以前在中学时的样子，真的是很大的差别。回想起以前大家一起上课，一起玩耍，中学时候的日子真的是非常快乐，非常想念。

还记得以前在中学的时候，我还一直盼望快点毕业，然后出去闯闯外面的世界。可能以前同学们天天都在一起，大家对着对方的时间至少有8-10小时，所以都不懂得珍惜身边的朋友，不懂的珍惜朋友之间的友情。现在大家都分散全世界了，有的在东马，有的在西马，有的在外国，大家见面的机会很少，甚至没有机会再见面。所以现在回想起以前大家在一起时的时光是多么的可贵啊。

中学六年的时间，眨眼就这么得过去了。还记得以前刚刚进入育源中学的时候，大家还是乳臭未干的黄毛小子。很快的就是PMR，然后SPM，高中统考，现在也已经毕业了。所有的事仿佛是昨天刚刚发生的呢。

相信很快大家就会读完大学，然后出来工作。真的希望大家能继续互相联络，保持彼此之间的关系。也很希望以后大家能有一起相聚的机会。虽然现在大家都各自在大学里认识了很多新朋友，但是无论如何也不能与中学时那六年的友情来比较的，更何况有些还是小学开始就是朋友，大家已经认识了十多年呢。

离别不是永别的句点，而是重逢的锁链。我们一起等待重逢的那一天吧！

2008年的中秋节

再过多两天就是中秋节了。以往的十八年都是和家人一起过中秋，今年可是例外咯。想到中秋节当然是有月饼，灯笼，菱角这些东西。可是今年我的中秋节里应该都没有以上所说的那几样东西吧。

以前的我是多么得希望中秋节的到来呀。想到中秋节当天，全部家庭成员都聚集在一起，一起切月饼，一起吃菱角，还看到很多成群结队的小朋友提着灯笼逛街，真是热闹啊。还记得有一年，我的新村里有个中秋派对，而且有灯笼竞赛呢。我啊，就拿了我表哥所制作的灯笼去比赛，结果还的了第三名呢。以前过中秋节是多么的开心啊。

今年的我是第一年不在山打根过中秋，而且还是一个人过呢。以前很渴望中秋节的到来，今年却很害怕中秋节的到来。以前有很多人陪我一起过中秋，今年只有我一个人过中秋。以前有很多月饼摆在我面前，有莲蓉口味的，豆沙口味的，巧克力口味的，那些月饼多得吃不完。今年我的中秋节想看到月饼也很难了，不知道中秋节当天会不会有月饼吃呢？

我身边很多朋友都为来临的中秋节而感到高兴，但我却要孤独的去迎接今年的中秋。不能和家人一起过节日是多么的难过，不能在中秋节里吃到月饼是多么的悲哀啊。不能回去山打根与家人一起过中秋已经是一个事实了，我只希望在中秋节当天能在msn里遇见我的朋友，与我分享一下他们是如何得迎接中秋节，那我已经非常满足了。虽然我不能开开兴兴得度过我的中秋节，但我也祝福我所有的朋友能够开开心心的去迎接你们的中秋节。但是记得要与我分享哦！

所谓的“友谊”

好朋友，真的可以维持之间的关系吗？

好朋有，真的可以互相容忍，互相包容吗？

好朋友，会绝交吗？

好朋友，会互相憎恨对方，伤害对方吗？

我不否认我没有非常要好的朋友。看见我身边所谓一对对，一群群的好朋友，我就在想，他们真的可以“有福同享，有难同当”吗？

我很羡慕那些可以分享同一碗食物，同一件衣服的好朋友。但另一方面我又在想，他们之间的关系可以维持多久呢？

然而今天，好朋友之间友情破裂，彼此互相责备对方，这件事情就发生在我身边而已。一段维持了七年的友情终告结束。中间的原因我不是很清楚，也不想了解到底是这么一回事。在我脑海里的就是，好朋友又如何呢？当初可以分享同一碗食物，分享同一件衣服，那现在又如何呢？人要改变是一件很容易的事，更何况是一段友情呢？

并不是我交不了要好的朋友，而是我不敢对朋友有100%的付出，因为我知道那伤害就犹如把一把刀插在自己身上。别人说, 朋友是用来利用的，这是真的吗？

无论如何，作为基督徒的我觉得，只要我们真心侍奉我们的主，那我相信他派给我们的将会是用心对待自己的人。即使我们被身边的朋友出卖了，伤害了，我们的主也会弥补我们受伤的心。

朋友只是暂时的，我们无法知道他或她即使会出卖我们，伤害我们。

然而我不是认为我们应该放弃或远离我们身边的朋友，只是要好好看清楚身边的朋友。所谓“近朱者赤，近墨者黑”。

但是我却非常肯定如果我们把我们的心完完全全交给我们的主，他将会赐给我们永远的快乐，永远的祝福。相信他吧～